I am fed up. Fed up of second guessing, of walking on eggshells for supposed friends, of censoring my thoughts in case it might offend the easily offended, of not being true to myself because they are afraid to lose control over me, and holding back for the sake of others who are faint of heart. You can't please everyone, isn't that how the saying goes?
To have a blog and to have such personal thoughts out there for anyone to see. Why?
I believe in the beauty in life. At its happiest and darkness moments. "It's such a mysterious place, the land of tears." One that we rarely get a glimpse of and if we are lucky enough to, those who can appreciate it will see the power in such raw emotions, unfiltered. I believe that life isn't just captured on a movie screen, after being carefully edited and airbrushed. It is made more real by those courageous enough to bare their souls, to let the world see that here, this is it, and there is nothing to be ashamed of. Nothing to be embarrassed about in sadness, simple joy, quandary, or misdirection.
Mistakes will always be made. They are an essential part of growing. But to hide them and tuck them away like it is something wrong is such a shame. To acknowledge them is so much more empowering, so much more graceful. I think art imitates life.
I think the biggest weakness in man is pride and our greatest strenght is honesty.
YOU are beautiful!!! Do not hold back!!! Please continue to share for those of us who are brave enough to stand your words will reap the benefits in the end. You have taught me a lot just with this blog and am looking forward to continue to learn from you. Thank you for your time and for sharing. One love my beautiful sister!!!
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